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Idealism is one glorious
iridescent flame-
a magnet to young blood
swathe in innocence. How
with our simplicity,
our winged resistance-
singed and burned. Died
until our ashes will mix
in the wick, obliterated
by mediocrity and irrelevance.
Our lives wasted and fading
to wisps of smoke-
in a country where poverty is
a usual sight. Everyday
like cockroaches,
we swarmed the sewers of society
and its livid pavement. Of placards-
waving vituperatives.
Flaunting invectives for a change
we vaguely understand. We
solicit publicity.
We paraded wearing black
signifying protest. While
those frigid walls, we painted red
in grafitti seeking sympathy-
disguising under the mask
by being a pro-masses. A peasant.
A proletariat. Civil
disobedience. We clasped
our fist imitating Che.
We lined up first against
tear gases and waterbombs,
provoking a phalanx
of uniformed men.
Maximum tolerance. How
dangerous, how close
we have trodden
by knowing so little.
We advertise poverty
as a face to a cause,
bannering struggle for
autonomy, sugar-coated
manifesto of national democracy.
A sovereign common rule. Blindly
we morph
into mouthpieces. And fronted
as cynical puppets,
high decibeled in echolalia-
against powers in the high places.
Contending reasons
constricted within the bounds
of our manufactured rhetoric
on utopia. We are
pre-conditioned
to see the world
as our oyster. We read
in our books a twisted history
of our beginnings. Taking
a stand by that rostrum
endlessly kvetching
the capitalists.
We became subservient,
as willing subjects to-
a coward. Who
shielded himself in
the backdrop of its
Nordic friends.
An ailing lion,
such an imperialist-
remotely controlling
his serfdom, extending
influence. Like a poison
to the minds of the horde
of pseudo intellectual-
moth as we are.
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I skipped my regular routine attending church services in the morning that Friday. A week ago, I have already informed our pastor that I plan to attend the Industrial Area church service instead in the evening. I also missed out our church choir practice that night, which I am so sad about.
We braved the dusty road leading to Industrial Area. When we have arrived at the place, it was a regular accommodation building intended for company workers. The road leading to the building is quite notorious with potholes and mountain of construction debris on the side. We reach the worship place after winding up seven staircases worth of our stamina, of climbing the steps. The place of worship is located in the rooftop. About 24 sq.m. approximately, capable of seating around 20 people, right there along with the clothesline of wet laundry left out to dry.
The truth is, I am not expecting it. Of all places, to hold a church service. A rooftop towering over other rooftops of factory buildings in the midst of desert wind and the usual darkness of the evening. I am used to attending house of worship with the comfort of sheltering oneself against the external elements, such as rain, heat and dry wind. That night is a wake up call. Believers are called upon to honor the Sabbath, wherever, whenever and whatever it takes. Be it under the shade of the tree, or under the canopy of the bridge, or an open field.
I am deeply humbled by the fact that here in the wide stretch of the desert, away from the comforts of the homeland, people who are disciplined in faith, are braving the routinary grind of their overseas life, partially isolated to the urban centers. This is mission’s work, a life dedicated to the cause of bringing the Gospel to the far reaches of places. Administering the continuous flow of the message and strengthening people’s faith in God.
I admire my pastor, who is a missionary himself, for the kind of passion he have for the lost souls and bringing them all to Christian faith. His silent ways are a steady yet constant reminder that complacency has no place in Christian service. Believers are ought to steer clear of their comfort zones, sacrificing time and effort for building up Christ’s work and taking upon each the individual God’s calling in putting into action all the Christian training they have learned.
I admire my friend Grace, who chose to become a full-time missionary, while administering translation of the gospel to the native tounges of the tribes among the hinterlands of Mindanao and Luzon back home. She already had the chance to go to India, for some introductory mission’s work as part of her trainings.
Sometimes, it is a pity, when I hear myself, complaining about being so tired to get up early in the morning to begin my morning prayers. Sometimes, it is a pity, when I see myself, scrambling over reading best-sellers in the night rather than having a bible reading of a chapter or two. Now it occured to me, that what I am doing for the kingdom is not enough. Christian life calls for able and willing men of faith to stand up and do the work. Whatever the circumstances may be or a situation they are in.
The next time, I will go to the Industrial Area to have my Friday church service there. I need to listen to what God is saying to me, visually.
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Posted in Current Affairs, Essay, Memoirs, Philosophy, Prose, Religion, Social Commentary, Society, Travel, tagged anguish, answers, apathy, best, cause, celibate, circumstances, comfort, culture, day, death, doctor, Essay, fame, family, fear, friend, gain, God, hours, indigenous, individuals, inspiration, life, light, martyr, masses, mission, modern, neighbor, nurse, orphans, pain, patients, people, priest, prison, Prose, sentiments, sickness, spiritual, storm, strangers, street, stress, temptation, way, widows, worker, world, zones on March 16, 2009|
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What if I finally embark on a mission to indigenous lands? How can I accept their way of life? Will I accept their culture as superior than I have born with and satisfied with? Will I ever change my way of life and draw some inspiration and become like them-unwary of the stress of the modern life, which to them is unknown?
What if I am old enough to witness the First Quarter Storm, would I become a community organizer? Would I then be able to stand up for the right of the masses during those dictatorial times or I would rather clam up under the weight of fear and apathy? Would I be willing to be put into prison, or die in a firing squad like a martyr and become one of those missing persons that until now that their whereabouts cannot be found?
What if I become a priest? Can I be able to resist the temptation to marry and forever become celibate? Would I be able to help others to know God better and make some positive impacts on their spiritual life?
What if I become a social worker? How could I keep the orphans, the old men and women and the widows from seeing life as still beautiful brimming with hope without them thinking of their circumstances? Would I be able to bear not to cry when I am so emotionally attached to their sentiments, their anguish and their fears?
What if I become a nurse or a doctor? How could I be able to be numb on seeing death everyday? How could I try not to think of pain? How could I not try to think about the families who lost their loved ones to sickness or a tragic accident? How could I not sleep enduring the hours spent caring and hoping for the patients would ever live for one more day?
There are just so many individuals whose life are exemplary. Those who are still living or have departed from this world, whose life they have given unselfishly to the best that they can without thinking about personal gain or fame. They have lived an uncommon life away from their comfort zones.
The nameless and faceless strangers whom we might meet across the street. Or your neighbor. Or a friend. We never know, until we came closer seeing their true light. These are the breed of people who dedicated themselves for a cause of uplifting humanity. The kind of people who is not afraid of being different and dared to be what they are destined to be.
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Posted in Current Affairs, Essay, Memoirs, Philosophy, Prose, Relationships, Religion, Social Commentary, Society, tagged academic, age, atittude, cause, commitment, compassion, crisis, decisions, eight, Essay, faith, folks, future, God, group, hope, idealism, investment, life, love, missions, monetary, Music, obscurity, omniscient, optimism, painting, piano, Prose, realism, scale, simple, things, trust, truth, work, writing, years on March 13, 2009|
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Somebody asked me if it is true, that my age is way past 30’s. I just told them the truth, nothing less. Maybe it’s just a way to amuse me further, when they thought I am just 26 or something. But really, inside me is just so younger than what my real age is. I believe that even if we age, one must try to keep a youthful attitude towards an inspiring life.
But folks, I am also into thinking sometimes. It is only roughly eight more years before I reach the 40’s. Don’t misconstrue that I am experiencing some mid-life crisis. I am just trying to think ahead and be wise about the decisions I have to take in the future.
Things now are uncertain, but I would like to push myself into realizing the artistic pursuits which I am always aspiring to do. I would pursue more frequently my writing. I would pursue more frequently my painting. I would pursue learning music most especially playing piano. Or maybe, I would get myself involved into the academic work or consultancy work. Or on a more grander scale, I would do missions work or to be with an NGO group.
Some may think that the things I hope for the future are too ideal. Unprofitable and would not generate any substantial monetary investment for me. Which partly is true, but I have learned not to trust too much on these things. I still abide to put my trust in God, who knows much more than I am, and the One who knows about the future that I have to take.
I am optimistic that eight years before the 40’s is much a life ahead. There’s just so much more things that can happen. I would only strive to pick or select the things which matters and inspiring me to be thankful of the years passing. But on the other hand, I too myself, is being realistic, in the sense that I do not know until when will I have to live more. Nobody knows. So I try not to attach myself on things. Because things are just passing. It can be lost. It can fade to obscurity.
What matters most, is that I have lived a life that is fulfilling and enriching. That I have given myself selflessly to a worthy cause which imparts love, compassion and commitment to others. That I have inspired others to live life on simple terms and have faith to the One who is omniscient of all.
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A Moth In The Flame
Posted in Current Affairs, Literature, Philosophy, Poetry, Politics, Social Commentary, Society, tagged advertise, against, ailing, ashes, autonomy, backdrop, banner, beginning, black, blind, blood, book, bound, burn, capitalist, cause, change, Che Guevarra, civil, clasp, close, coat, cockroaches, common, constricted, contend, control, country, coward, cynical, danger, decibel, democracy, died, disguise, disobedience, echolalia, endless, everyday, extend, face, fade, first, fist, flame, flaunt, friends, frigid, front, gas, glory, grafitti, high, himself, history, horde, how, idealism, imitation, imperialist, influence, innocence, intellectual, invective, iridescent, irrelevance, know, kvetching, life, line, lion, little, livid, magnet, manifesto, manufactured, mask, maximum, mediocrity, men, mind, mix, morph, moth, mouthpiece, national, Nordic, obliterate, oyster, paint, parade, pavement, peasant, phalanx, placard, places, poem, poetry, poison, poverty, powers, pre-conditioned, pro-masses, proletariat, protest, provoke, pseudo, publicity, puppet, read, reason, red, remote, resistance, rhetoric, rostrum, rule, see, seeking, serfdom, sewer, shield, sight, signify, simplicity, singe, smoke, Society, solicit, sovereign, stand, struggle, subject, subservient, sugar, swarm, swathe, symphaty, take, tear, tolerance, trodden, twisted, understanding, uniform, usual, utopia, vague, vituperatives, wall, waste, waterbombs, wave, we, wear, who, wick, will, wing, wisp, within, world, young on June 26, 2009| 4 Comments »
Idealism is one glorious
iridescent flame-
a magnet to young blood
swathe in innocence. How
with our simplicity,
our winged resistance-
singed and burned. Died
until our ashes will mix
in the wick, obliterated
by mediocrity and irrelevance.
Our lives wasted and fading
to wisps of smoke-
in a country where poverty is
a usual sight. Everyday
like cockroaches,
we swarmed the sewers of society
and its livid pavement. Of placards-
waving vituperatives.
Flaunting invectives for a change
we vaguely understand. We
solicit publicity.
We paraded wearing black
signifying protest. While
those frigid walls, we painted red
in grafitti seeking sympathy-
disguising under the mask
by being a pro-masses. A peasant.
A proletariat. Civil
disobedience. We clasped
our fist imitating Che.
We lined up first against
tear gases and waterbombs,
provoking a phalanx
of uniformed men.
Maximum tolerance. How
dangerous, how close
we have trodden
by knowing so little.
We advertise poverty
as a face to a cause,
bannering struggle for
autonomy, sugar-coated
manifesto of national democracy.
A sovereign common rule. Blindly
we morph
into mouthpieces. And fronted
as cynical puppets,
high decibeled in echolalia-
against powers in the high places.
Contending reasons
constricted within the bounds
of our manufactured rhetoric
on utopia. We are
pre-conditioned
to see the world
as our oyster. We read
in our books a twisted history
of our beginnings. Taking
a stand by that rostrum
endlessly kvetching
the capitalists.
We became subservient,
as willing subjects to-
a coward. Who
shielded himself in
the backdrop of its
Nordic friends.
An ailing lion,
such an imperialist-
remotely controlling
his serfdom, extending
influence. Like a poison
to the minds of the horde
of pseudo intellectual-
moth as we are.
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